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I would give anything to have him back. I regret getting married everyday. I told no one up until now. Until I figure that out, I block what I can and limit exposure. I got this mother and son journal for my 9 year old for Christmas this year and I'm really excited about it. I could slit her neck. Everytime I walk near the stairs I imagine my 3 months old baby falling of my arms downstairs. I miss my time alone. I spend time reading books to my kids and keep them engaged with other activities instead of numbing their minds with youtube, tv, or any other screen time. David talks about the highly sexual sleepovers he had as a boy and Jason recounts what it's like to take kids on an airplane. Or did they underestimate the sinister nature of their random users? If someone offered you free chicken and then kicked you in the shin while you took a bite, would you blame the chicken or the A hole who kicked you?

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My son is almost 7 months old. I think of suicide daily. I want to scream because I feel like this should have been so much better. I have 9 kids and I was fine until baby 9. I got that is so weird and soak. I love her so much now. And my second, while a little more fussy and messy, is also a really great girl. I know women that have and I used to judge them, but now I know why. Thank you giving me the place to say this. I try so hard. I live a lie. When my son was a baby he had terrible gas issues that took awhile to figure out.

I took them everywhere with me. These videos are honestly just digital versions of the stuff those kids would spout on about, and try to get others to be. It is about profits. Trying to take the place of the mother or father. Also, ok, take account came. Go, go well yeah, you know, and then I thought but we could go for its survival. This is not good and people have liking it. I think it's because when you first our working rights like the worst in the first three weeks, the attic also, I think that's where I met but that's the ten vice versa. Sound familiar? Like sometimes I would look at him in the dark in the middle of the night and he would look back at me and I was positive that asian girl big dick slut self pain was evil.

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